Lately, everything that's possible to go wrong, goes wrong.
Work kills me these days. It's like I'm never really finished and when I think it's getting better it turns into the worst imaginable outcome possible. I can't stop pondering about all those things that need to be done and it drives me crazy. I'm no robot, damnit! And all these stupid paperwork related things were not what I am supposed to do.
And besides work the only thing I'm doing is sitting at home and do nothing. I'm always so exhausted and go to bed early, because I'm tried.
And on the very few opportunities I go out, after a short while I just wanna go home and crawl into my bed and sleep.
I need a break. And soon. If this goes on, I'm going to break down somewhere.
I need the peace to sit down and... - I don't know - be creative again or laugh until I have tears in my eyes.
I need to find something to do, that motivates me again. That makes this stressful working life a little less harder and more bearable.
If only...